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Future Self

Posted by on Feb 23, 2018 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

Last night I had a dream that my future self came to me and showed me a potential future. It was filled with love- an epic relationship like you read about. With it came a beautiful home and a warm circle of friends and family. In this dream, I could travel when and where ever I wanted and my work life was dedicated to helping others by writing books and teaching. I was so happy!   This future was so clearly obtainable, but only if I believe it to be, aim for it and stretch into it.   My future self and I time traveled back to talk...

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Power Dreams

Posted by on Jan 30, 2018 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

Last night, I had one of those Power Dreams that often come to me in moments of deep transformation or crisis. In the dream, I was a battered old corpse swinging from a gibbet. Even though I was clearly dead, I wasn’t that upset about it. It was a nice simple feeling to be a light bag of bones, swinging gently in the wind, without much substance. But my SELF, my consciousness, was still there behind my eyes, observing the scene.   Even though I was mostly bones, three crows where hanging with me, chattering to each other and...

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Magic

Posted by on Jan 2, 2018 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

I found an old journal from 2009. I must have gotten it for Christmas that year, because it was filled with New Year’s desires and goals for 2010. It was sweet and sort of sad to read about what I was wanting to create back then. The good news was that I have done all that I put on my list times 100. I have succeeded and achieved way beyond what I was dreaming for myself back in 2009. Life has changed in so many ways. My kids are now grown, the marriage that I was in back then is long over and my business has ramped beyond what I could even...

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Christmas Miracle

Posted by on Jan 2, 2018 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

Today I am having deep appreciation for my family and friends. When you are single, the holidays can be pretty tough, in fact life can be pretty tough. Thankfully, I have a strong and loving network of people around me so I feel supported and held, both during life’s triumphs and the hard times.   The holidays are so tricky when you have a life that doesn’t match what you see on the Hallmark channel- and so many of us don’t. It makes loss, separation, estrangements, and grief so much worse. (Divorce, deployment,...

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Star Wars

Posted by on Dec 18, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

I saw the new Star Wars movie last night. It might be my new favorite of all the Star Wars movies. I love an epic battle between the light and the dark and this time they really showed how this battle really happens inside of us- and between us all the time.   We like the hero’s journey type stories since it takes the shadow out if us and makes an evil villain that the heroes must vanquish at the climax of their journey, whether it’s two plucky Hobbits making their way through Mordor, or Harry Potter facing off against The...

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Empath’s Soul Mission

Posted by on Dec 12, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

I pick up strays. Sometimes it’s pets or stray children. These days I “adopt” military people and send them care packages. My impulse to do this is even stronger at the Holidays, because the loneliness is so much harder to bear at this time of year.   This is the gift and the burden of being an Empath. It’s so hard to FEEL people being sad and lonely at the Holidays. We all need to feel loved, and most of us are disconnected and alone. We have lost our way.   Part of the soul mission of an Empath is spread...

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Change in the Tides

Posted by on Dec 12, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

My life has taken an interesting shift. I am definitely having a drink from The Fire Hose Of Change, as everything seems to be happening at once. Change and movement is upon me. And it’s all good, it’s just all happening at the same time!   My plans all converged so that I have a big house project happening and my house is in an uproar, plus a huge and nit picky writing deadline, plus the Holidays and now a move to a new office all within before Jan 1. (And of course my regular work/life routine…)   You should see my home office-...

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Happy Thanksgiving

Posted by on Nov 27, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

Happy Thanksgiving. I love that there is holiday that is about gratitude. It’s one of the best things that we can do. We all stop for a day, gather with loved ones and acknowledge about what we feel grateful for.   It’s beautiful.   Except when it’s hard, which it often is.   I can always find something to feel grateful for. I am sick this Thanksgiving Day, with a case of pneumonia. It’s what happens to me when I push too hard, over work and burn out. So today I am grateful for a few days off to rest and recover. And I am...

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Change

Posted by on Nov 16, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

My 23 year old son was on a rant the other day about the state of the world. I can’t blame him for being upset about it. He holds a “you guys messed it up and left us with the bill…” feeling, for which I can’t blame him. He struggles to figure out what he personally can do about the all the problems that we face right now and it seems overwhelming. I have a different experience, which is to believe that things are improving with the changes that are on us. Things get messier as they get better. We are bringing a lot of yuckiness out of the...

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Divine Will

Posted by on Oct 12, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

  Lately I have been struggling a bit with the concept of Divine Will versus my own will. I believe in the power of God’s will but there is a stubborn and hard ego part of me that doesn’t want to give up my personal will.   It’s the part of me that wants what I want. And I want it NOW, just the way I imagined it. It feels like a child stomping it’s foot with a bad case of the “wanties.” (I want it, I want, I want it! Waaah!)   Our ego self gets so attached to having things appear in a certain package and we are crushed when...

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