From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey from Grief to Healing with Jackie Rubio

How do you survive the unimaginable?

When Jackie Rubio’s son Devyne was violently taken from her, she was left with a grief so deep it felt endless. But in her darkest hours, something unexpected began to happen. Messages started arriving—feathers, synchronicities, phone calls, signs that couldn’t be explained—shining light on a path she didn’t know existed.

Jackie is the author of From Murder to Messages and one of my own students, so I’ve had the honor of witnessing her healing journey up close. In this deeply moving conversation, she opens up about navigating grief while staying sober, holding her family together through unimaginable pain, and discovering that the bond between mother and child stretches far beyond this life.

This is not an easy conversation, but it’s a profoundly important one. Jackie’s story is proof that even after life shatters us, healing is possible—and that love truly never dies.

In this episode, we explore:

  • How sudden trauma impacts the energy body and what Jackie noticed happening within herself after her son’s death
  • The unexpected ways grief can become a doorway to deeper awareness and intuitive awakening
  • How Reiki helped Jackie feel safe enough to begin her healing journey
  • Learning to trust intuitive messages without letting grief distort the information
  • The importance of discernment, grounding, and mentorship in psychic development
  • How sobriety supported Jackie’s clarity and spiritual growth through the darkest time of her life
  • What the “messages” in her title truly represent and how they helped her keep living
  • Why healing after trauma is rarely linear and how Jackie understands her journey through an energetic lens

Connect with Jackie: Book: From Murder to Messages Website: https://www.jackiesuzanne.com